message sending failed
now the phone’s ringing… and the messages are being sent…
time’s so consumed with too much waiting…
and traces are slowly revealed…
tried once, tried twice… the warmth of hope getting suppressed,
by numbness creeping from the back of the head…
the network says it’s busy, but still i try instead…
why would it tell that the message’s not sent this time,
now that everything feels unkind…
when everything seems to be out of hand;
and everything seems to be written in sand…
now gazing at the glass hour…
thinking about the nothingness that was left behind…
will this agony rest and put everything at ease,
after hearing "the number you dialled is not yet in service…"
